You're my Everything.

Forgive me for i've do mistake.

Even we know for a short period of time but You are my fav.

I can leave everyone in this world but not You.

Why do they say "I've got nothing to lose" because i know if i were to lose You,i've just lost everything.

When you said JUMP, then i'd JUMP for you,
When you said EMBERASSING myself, it was too easy for me,
BUT!
IF ever you said DIE, im willing not to do it,
because,
I won't you live your life ALONE.

I'll do whatever it takes to put a smile on your face.

Most people say, "You mean the world to me." But the world means nothing to me compared to You.

You may be mean,You may be weird,You may be stupid sometimes,and You may change,but just know this....You'll always be my best friend.

I choose to love You in silence,for in silence i found no rejection.i choose to love You in my dreams,for in my dreams no one owns You but me.

You're the biggest change in my entire life and You're the most wonderfulist change in my life,You're everything i've been looking and searching for.

You helped me through it,You never said no,You never let go,You made me fight for You,and this is just what i will do.

When i go to sleep i think of You,when im a sleep i dream of You and i wake up im smiling becoz You are the one that makes me happy.

I've loved You since the first time i saw your smile.

You're the moon of my life,You're Bella in my story,You're the smile in my dreams,You're the warm in my coldest night,You're the air that i breathe.

And For You i type all this.

                                       Becoz You're my Everything.

I want to know how it feels.

I know how it feels when u so down and dissapointed untill u feel u want to die.

Trust me. I really do know.

But i dont blame her. EVER. Because its my fault for falling into her and hope for something miracle happens. I admit it. I've gave up. If u dont see me for a long time then just consider that i've found the grim reaper and ask him to do a little favor for me.

It's been 6 days since her last status update/post. =(

heyp! lame da x update ini blog.hahahaha.neway aku nk story sket la ape yg jadik dlm idup aku sejak taun baru ni.2011.not a gud year i guess.pasal taun ni aku da 22 lah.tua da ni haa.tp kemain lg terase muda.hahahahaha.

and now the story begins.....

Since 1 aribulan aritu dye da x online.last word from her is "da wat status jealous pun tp still x paham".aku tatau la ngn sape dye jeles tu psl aku x kesah.hahaha.yela,dye ade life dye gak kan.xkan aku nk busybody dlm sume hal dye.and then lps status tu dye senyap sampai la 2 ari lepas kot.merate alam aku carik.tiap2 ari aku tggu.tiap2 ari aku on9 fb.hahaha.ngadap je pc tu ngn ati yg kosong.cewah ayat.aku tnye sis dye "scha,mok tacing ilang g mn? =(" akak dye jawab "laaa,ade je tp lappy ngn bb dye tade,along pinjam".baru la aku tau.tp aku x kisah,aku still tggu dye on9 =P.even da tau pun aku still tggu dye gak kt fb.tiap2 ari boring.sumpah boring dye tade.tp 1 ari aku jumpa kwn lame aku.nk kate kwn lame x la psl kt skolah aku x pnh jumpa or sembang pon.skolah rendah beb,mn aku nk igat.aku skolah rendah je ade 3 skolah.hahahaha.Fateha sairy name diberi.seorang yg best,memberi advice yg boley pakai,kawan yang supportive,and yang paling penting skali dye gila!!! hahahaha.aku luah la kt dye psl org yg aku tggu tu.dye pun ckp la itu,ckp la ini,and advice aku sket2.and dye ade cite sket la psl relationship dye.sorry teha. =P

Today aku da x tahan.aku rindu,aku boring,aku blank,aku da mereng.aku janji kt diri aku aku tanak msg or call dye.aku just nk keep it on fb.psl aku tanak kcau life dye.(sorry bella,but i think i make a right decision) but today i break da promise.aku cal gakk dye arini.mule aku call dye x angkat.2-3 kali aku call pun x angkat.aku send la msg ckp aku yg call.still x angkat lepas ntah bape kali aku call.da miscount.last2 aku biar.baru je aku nk send lg 1 msg tgk2 dye send kt aku dlu,ckp dye kt luar and hp dlm blik.aku pn call la trus.and for the 1st time aku dngr suare dye.cute siak.adess.hahaha.da dngr suare dye ape lagi,tros sengih sampai ke tlinga aku ni haa.aku ckp la,bape lame lg dye nk ilang? on9 la cepat.aku rindu sgt kt dye.dye ckp ari sabtu ni along dye kasi la balik lappy ngn bb dye.haaaaa.tu psl la status aku ckp aku tanak on9 smpi ari sabtu tp aku on gaks.tatau nk wtpe da.hahaha.aku pun nyembang jela kejap ngn dye ms call tu.aku suke psl dye cute.winksss! =P

so skang ni aku da x sabar nak tggu ari sabtu.aku nk chat ngn dye puas2 sampai lebam.hahahahha.bnyk story aku nk cite kat dye.bnyk bnda aku nk tnya dye.hahahaha.

p/s:arini aku jumpa kucing depan kedai game ni ha.cute amat.aku nk bwk balik.tp takut mama marah.hahahaha.

6 days of waiting and its really worth my time.coz your smile is my everything.Missed you much bella.

                                                                ^_^